Can you keep a secret (sophie kinsella)
Can you keep a secret (Sophie Kinsella)
Of course I have secrets.
Of course I do. Everyone has a secret. It's completely normal. I'm sure I don't have any more
than anybody else.
I'm not talking about big, earth-shattering secrets. Not the-president-is-planning-to-bomb-
Japan-and-only-Will-Smith-can-save-the-world type secrets. Just normal, everyday little
Like for example, here are a few random secrets of mine, off the top of my head:
1. My Kate Spade bag is a fake.
2. I love sweet sherry, the least cool drink in the universe.
3. I have no idea what NATO stands for. Or even what it is.
4. I weigh 9 stone 3. Not 8 stone 3, like my boyfriend Connor thinks. (Although in my
defence, I was planning to go on a diet when I told him that. And to be fair, it is only one
5. I've always thought Connor looks a bit like Ken. As in Barbie and Ken.
6. Sometimes, when we're right in the middle of passionate sex, I suddenly want to laugh.
7. I lost my virginity in the spare bedroom with Danny Nussbaum, while Mum and Dad were
downstairs watching Ben Hur.
8. I've already drunk the wine that Dad told me to lay down for twenty years.
9. Sammy the goldfish at home isn't the same goldfish that Mum and Dad gave me to look
after when they went to Egypt.
10. When my colleague Artemis really annoys me, I feed her plant orange juice. (Which is
pretty much every day.)
11. I once had this weird lesbian dream about my flatmate Lissy.
12. My G-string is hurting me.
13. I've always had this deep down conviction that I'm not like everybody else, and there's an
amazingly exciting new life waiting for me just around the corner.
14. I have no idea what this guy in the grey suit is going on about.
15. Plus I've already forgotten his name.
And I only met him ten minutes ago.
'We believe in logistical formative alliances,' he's saying in a nasal, droning voice, 'both above
and below the line.'
'Absolutely!' I reply brightly, as though to say: Doesn't everybody?
Logistical. What does that mean, again?
Oh God. What if they ask me?
Don't be stupid, Emma. They won't suddenly demand, 'What does logistical mean?' I'm a
fellow marketing professional, aren't I? Obviously I know these things.
And anyway, if they mention it again I'll change the subject. Or I'll say I'm post-logistical or
The important thing is to keep confident and businesslike. I can do this. This is my big chance
and I'm not going to screw it up.
I'm sitting in the offices of Glen Oil's headquarters in Glasgow, and as I glance at my
reflection in the window, I look just like a top businesswoman. My hair is straightened, I'm
wearing discreet earrings like they tell you to in How-to-win-that-job articles, and I've got on
my smart new Jigsaw suit. (At least, it's practically new. I got it from the Cancer Research
shop and sewed on a button to replace the missing one, and you can hardly tell.)
I'm here representing the Panther Corporation, which is where I work. The meeting is to
finalize a promotional arrangement between the new cranberry-flavoured Panther Prime
sports drink and Glen Oil, and I flew up this morning from London, especially. (The company
paid, and everything!)
When I arrived, the Glen Oil marketing guys started on this long, show-offy 'who's-travelledthe-
most?' conversation about airmiles and the red-eye to Washington – and I think I bluffed
pretty convincingly. (Except when I said I'd flown Concorde to Ottawa, and it turns out
Concorde doesn't go to Ottawa.